Long story short, I was raised in a Lutheran church. I
left the church about three years ago after many struggles and was content as
an atheist. About a year ago, was losing that peace and comfort I had and even
felt like I did when I went through depression. I talked with a close friend
and mentor and then decided to go back to the church and talk to the new pastor
they had brought in after I had left. I still don’t have all the answers, I
still have doubts and questions; but, what has changed is I’m no longer focused
on “religion”, or what it means to be a Lutheran, or even what is right or
wrong when it comes to what to believe. I’m focusing on my spiritual journey,
and that journey includes my own personal relationship with God (not anyone
else’s) and that also includes finding that peace and comfort.
That doesn’t mean I turn to the Bible or scriptures to
work on my spiritual health every time, because as I said, it’s not about
religion. Meditation is something I’ve started doing to help my spiritual
health. It might be I close my office door at work for about 15 minutes and
just read something positive. One time I showed up to FT early and feeling kind
of blah, and Michael said go in the other room, shut the lights out and lay
down. I might go to my room and read part of a book. I go for what I call “me
time” walks where I put my music on and go walk for about 3 miles. For me
there’s nothing better than just me, my music, and my thoughts.
For me being spiritually healthy means finding that inner
peace within you, and finding things that help ease the stress and make you
happy.
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